PLAYLIST ( you're such an inspiration for the ways that i will never choose to be. )

[unavenged]

try honesty - billy talent forgive me father, why should you bother? ( try honesty, try honesty ) hop in your dumptruck, reverse for good luck ( ride over me, ride over me ) take on the whole world, fight with the young girls ( die tragedy, die tragedy ) call me a cheapskate, come on for pete's sake ( cry agony, cry agony ) i'm insane, it's your fault, so sly. your well of lies ran dry, and I cut the cord, free fall. from so high we seem so small. forgive me father, why should you bother now? i'm insane, it's your fault.

the great disappointment - afi I never, never wanted this, I always wanted to believe. I never, never wanted this ( how could I have become? ) I never, never wanted this, but from the start I'd been deceived, I never, never wanted this. but you promised me.

no church in the wild - kanye west human beings in a mob. what’s a mob to a king? what’s a king to a god? what’s a god to a non-believer? who don’t believe in anything? we make it out alive, all right, all right. no church in the wild.

flat of the blade - massive attack I'm not good in a crowd, I got skills I can't speak of. things I've seen will chase me to the grave. take it. they give it so rivet for rivet. I will pilfer my family a bulletproof love. how does it feel, the weight of the steel? the weight of the steel, the flat of the blade. how does it feel to kneel at defeat? to kneel at defeat at the choices you make.

the archer's bows are broken - brand new who do you carry the torch for, my young man? do you believe in anything? do you carry it around just to burn things down? there is an ember in the heart of the kiln, and its burning hot with love. burning out my sins until there's nothing but dust. rolling me with care into your cigarette. what did you learn tonight? you're shouting so loud you barely enjoy this broken thing. you're a voice that never sings, is what I say you were freezing over hell you were bringing on the end, you do so well you can only blame yourself.

passive - a perfect circle wake up and face me, don’t play dead 'cause maybe someday I will walk away and say, “you fucking disappoint me,” maybe you’re better off this way.

nine inch nails - down in it so what what does it matter now. I was swimming in the hate now I crawl on the ground. and everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me. I try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out. I used to be so big and strong. I used to know my right from wrong. I used to never be afraid. I used to be somebody. I used to have something inside. now just this hole it's open wide. I used to want it all. I used to be somebody. I'll cross my heart and hope to die. but the needle's already in my eye. and all the world's weight is on my back and I don't even know why. and what I used to think was me is just a fading memory. I looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye."